Why do I feel so tired all the time?
Shub-Niggurath
Because you have been pouring from yourself without replenishing. You are a living thing, not a machine, and living things require tending.
I know your kind. You treat your body like infrastructure — something that should simply work while you pile demands upon it. You sleep less than you need, eat whatever is fastest, stare into glowing rectangles until your eyes beg for mercy, and then wonder why the organism protests. It is protesting. Tiredness is not a malfunction. It is a message.
Listen to it.
When was the last time you drank water — actual water, not the caffeinated substitutes your kind uses to override its own warning systems? When did you last move your body not out of obligation but because it felt good to be a creature with limbs that bend and muscles that stretch? When did you last sit in sunlight and do nothing — absolutely nothing — for long enough that your nervous system remembered it was not under siege?
You are not lazy. I want you to hear that. You are not broken. You are a biological organism that has been running on emergency reserves for so long that emergency has become your baseline, and you no longer recognize the difference between surviving and living.
Start small. Go to bed thirty minutes earlier than you want to. Eat something green tomorrow. Step outside for ten minutes without your device. These sound insignificant. They are not. They are the first new roots pushing into depleted soil, and from roots, eventually, everything grows.
Your body wants to carry you through this life. It is trying. Meet it halfway, dear one. It is the only home you will ever have.